things.

sorry i know i havent updated.
so a lot has happenedd.
abigails' party was a BLAST.
i was about to get it on with a guy i m intrested in
we both were in the bedroom until my brother sean and bff jamie
barged in. so nothong could happen so that sucked. but i think
i like him again. which is not good. becuase the first time i liked him
he hurt me really badly. but i think its just LUST. ill get over it,
but everything is so messed up. my home life. school life. EVERYTHING.
i talked to one of my teachers about it Mr.Taylor. hes like my second father.
i love him dearly and hes always been there for mee :)
so me and the guy i like M weve been talking after ages.
Before we both were involved in an incident which i should not talk about
and after that we grew apart. but i am glad were talking ad flirting again ;) hhaah
hes really uver super hot tho. today there was a rugby match and hes new at rugbyy
so he was all so cute on the field he had a LITTLE clue wat he was doingg other than that
he was DEFINATELY lost. hes adorableee. hes a player tho. so that's a shammeee.
My friend jamieee AWH how much i love him, hes the STAR of the rugby teeaam.
Our team lost tho but we played good. There were SO MANY hot guys on the pther team.
YUMMM :)
today i talked 2 my frends about me being different to them.
i mean they ARE MY BFFS. but theyre lke not as MATURE as mee so at times
it gets a bit frustratingg. but i love them dearly. people in yr 10 are lke mee.
jamie max nadine and all. so i tld my BFFS tht i might hang out with theem if they didnt mind
they took it cooly and understood me. that why I LOVE THEM.
i was just going through my reportss. they were NOT BAD.
but my dad he ALWAYS expects more more more and more from me.
i am just so sick of it now. i just CANT DO sciencee and my dad doesnt understand that.
i only wanna do fashion. thats it.
and in that business no one gives a FUCK bout maths n science n shit.
i have my life planned out and if my dad doesnt like it that way he has to learn to live with it.
anywayy my brother seann :) hes been so protective of me lately.
i love him so much. hes been there for mee through my hard times.
like the night i was bout to get on with the guy i liked sean barged in and he was like
i dont want you to get in shitt. u could get into trouble if you do this and i dont
want you to get into shit. HES SO SWEET, i wish he was my ACTUALL brother.
i love you sean <3
OMG so theres a party on fridayy. its SHALL be a KICKASS. i m staying over sseans :)
me him n jamie are going togheterr. we WILL make an ENTRY.
cuz were cool like that. i love these 2 boys a lot :)
AND NADINEE! shes so much lke mee its ALMOSET SCARY.
its like i have found my lost twinn. i SWEAR were relateddd.
i love you nadinee (:

right i shall go off to bed noww. got school 2mroo. EEK.
love youu
xoxox