once again.

So on friday there was ANOTHER chill out
at abi's place.
and peple got high, i didnt :)
well i THINK i couldnt do it and plus i had to go back home
and i didnt wanna smell lke smoke*
JAMIE was hilariousss! it was fun watchingg people
MAX was so fucking hungry he just wouldnt stop looking for food.
how cute.
we ordered pizza and then mcd AGAIN.
it was a NITE.
until everyone went 2 sleep and i was WIDE AWAKE.
so max was there so we JUST talked until 2 :)
it was fuuuun.
and thn he had to leave as well so i had to force myself to go to bed.
i dont regret ANYTHING that happened on friday but it happened ONCE AGAIN.
and now hes pretending like it NEVER happened.
what the fuck.

YESTERDAY me and abigail went shopping!
it was a BLAST :)
oh how fuunn.
i cant belive shes leavingg. everythings gna be different now..
well we just got to make the best of the time she has left and not
depress over it.

LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL
and then SUMMER :) thank goodness
no school. THE BEST.
i am going to be in BKK for the WHOLE SUMMER.
i might just go to the beacf for like week
and spend the hole summer with abi n nadinee :)
2 people who i lovee A LOT.

SEAN is back from VIETNAM!
yaay :D but he hasnt come onlinee AND he lost his phonee
so there is no way i can get in touch with him.
i am getting worries now! i facebooked him lke a MILLION TIMES.
and he just wont come onlineee.
i needta talk 2 him. gaaah i miss him :(

ANYWHOOS i might get ANOTHER piercingg on friday (Y)
which is good.

omg today after ages. i missed adrienn..
i dont know why but i miss him. AGAIN.
oh well MOVING ON :)

gaaaah i really like this guy. and i have liked him for FUCKING AGES.
we both are UBER good frends.
and i dont want to looose our frendship by doing something stupid
like i did last timeee.
but i just wish one day he would see.
hes someone ill ALWAYS likee
but like i would still date other peoplee.
hes different. THIS is different.
how i LIKE him. is DIFFERENT.
if that makes sense :D

thats it for now :)
xoxo

things.

sorry i know i havent updated.
so a lot has happenedd.
abigails' party was a BLAST.
i was about to get it on with a guy i m intrested in
we both were in the bedroom until my brother sean and bff jamie
barged in. so nothong could happen so that sucked. but i think
i like him again. which is not good. becuase the first time i liked him
he hurt me really badly. but i think its just LUST. ill get over it,
but everything is so messed up. my home life. school life. EVERYTHING.
i talked to one of my teachers about it Mr.Taylor. hes like my second father.
i love him dearly and hes always been there for mee :)
so me and the guy i like M weve been talking after ages.
Before we both were involved in an incident which i should not talk about
and after that we grew apart. but i am glad were talking ad flirting again ;) hhaah
hes really uver super hot tho. today there was a rugby match and hes new at rugbyy
so he was all so cute on the field he had a LITTLE clue wat he was doingg other than that
he was DEFINATELY lost. hes adorableee. hes a player tho. so that's a shammeee.
My friend jamieee AWH how much i love him, hes the STAR of the rugby teeaam.
Our team lost tho but we played good. There were SO MANY hot guys on the pther team.
YUMMM :)
today i talked 2 my frends about me being different to them.
i mean they ARE MY BFFS. but theyre lke not as MATURE as mee so at times
it gets a bit frustratingg. but i love them dearly. people in yr 10 are lke mee.
jamie max nadine and all. so i tld my BFFS tht i might hang out with theem if they didnt mind
they took it cooly and understood me. that why I LOVE THEM.
i was just going through my reportss. they were NOT BAD.
but my dad he ALWAYS expects more more more and more from me.
i am just so sick of it now. i just CANT DO sciencee and my dad doesnt understand that.
i only wanna do fashion. thats it.
and in that business no one gives a FUCK bout maths n science n shit.
i have my life planned out and if my dad doesnt like it that way he has to learn to live with it.
anywayy my brother seann :) hes been so protective of me lately.
i love him so much. hes been there for mee through my hard times.
like the night i was bout to get on with the guy i liked sean barged in and he was like
i dont want you to get in shitt. u could get into trouble if you do this and i dont
want you to get into shit. HES SO SWEET, i wish he was my ACTUALL brother.
i love you sean <3
OMG so theres a party on fridayy. its SHALL be a KICKASS. i m staying over sseans :)
me him n jamie are going togheterr. we WILL make an ENTRY.
cuz were cool like that. i love these 2 boys a lot :)
AND NADINEE! shes so much lke mee its ALMOSET SCARY.
its like i have found my lost twinn. i SWEAR were relateddd.
i love you nadinee (:

right i shall go off to bed noww. got school 2mroo. EEK.
love youu
xoxox

DRAMA.DRAMA.DRAMA.
my life is no less than GOSSIP GIRL drama.
TRUST ME.
here if you do a little something different.
everyone TALKS
gossiping here its like NON STOP.
its like omg did u heaar...? BLA BLA BLA
but i am use to it now.
my bff jamiee yea,
someone hacked into his FB account and did horrible stuff on his profilee.
He was really upset cuz the thing that person did wasnt nicee.
it was UTTERLY LOW.
Me and nadine were trying to figure out who could do such a fucking horrible thing
to such a LOVELY person like jamie?!
i was so mad. The plan: when me and nadine find out who it is
WE ARE GOING TO MURDER HIM/HER.
But hes feeling better now :)
BECAUSE me and nadinee cheered him up.
TWINS FOR LIFE.
right so another thing happened today.
my friend NICOLE is planning a surprise party for Tania.
and its on the same day as ABIGAIL's leaving party.
so i was basically fuckd.

So me and Jamie decided to go to Abi's party and then go to Tania's only for 1 hour.
We both talked to Abi about it and she got really upset.
So now me and Jamie are just going to call Tania and wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

ANYWAY.
OMG i totally fuckd up my chemistryy exam.
but maths - ACED
history- ACED.
and u no wat i realiseddd.
THIS WAS MY LAST TIME DOING HISTORY EVER. EVER.
thank gooodness. FUCK WWI.
and i have Geography 2mrooo. THE LAST TIME EVER. thank god.

JADIES bf TOBIE is coming here on monday.
shes so super excitedd and i am as well. i hve never ACTUALLY met him beforee.
shes going to pick him up on sunday in the MORNING. EARLY.
when he comes here we are going to

PARRTAY HARDAAY.
in kao san.

whaaaeey.

right i m off to get my beauty sleep.
goodnitee :)

xoxo

03.06.09

this is my first blog :)
NADINE forced meee. but i am thankful.
right so i have been living in Thailand for three years now.
and its pretty coool.
its hell of a PARTY LIFE.
and i love it
i have met some amazing people heree.
who have made my life coulourful by being in it. my best friends
JADE


PAMELA


SANNE


KIMI


ABIGAIL


I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING <3
There are moree peoplee
SEAN - my non-blood related brotherr. ILY
JAMIE - my non-blood related brother. ILY
NADINE - MY SO HOT TWIN. ILY
NICOLE - I HATELOVE you.
CHRISTELLE - ilove youuu <3
ANISIA - ilysfm
SARAH - so super hot and my fbp. I LOVE YOU even if you love tomatoes.

xoxo