once again.

So on friday there was ANOTHER chill out
at abi's place.
and peple got high, i didnt :)
well i THINK i couldnt do it and plus i had to go back home
and i didnt wanna smell lke smoke*
JAMIE was hilariousss! it was fun watchingg people
MAX was so fucking hungry he just wouldnt stop looking for food.
how cute.
we ordered pizza and then mcd AGAIN.
it was a NITE.
until everyone went 2 sleep and i was WIDE AWAKE.
so max was there so we JUST talked until 2 :)
it was fuuuun.
and thn he had to leave as well so i had to force myself to go to bed.
i dont regret ANYTHING that happened on friday but it happened ONCE AGAIN.
and now hes pretending like it NEVER happened.
what the fuck.

YESTERDAY me and abigail went shopping!
it was a BLAST :)
oh how fuunn.
i cant belive shes leavingg. everythings gna be different now..
well we just got to make the best of the time she has left and not
depress over it.

LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL
and then SUMMER :) thank goodness
no school. THE BEST.
i am going to be in BKK for the WHOLE SUMMER.
i might just go to the beacf for like week
and spend the hole summer with abi n nadinee :)
2 people who i lovee A LOT.

SEAN is back from VIETNAM!
yaay :D but he hasnt come onlinee AND he lost his phonee
so there is no way i can get in touch with him.
i am getting worries now! i facebooked him lke a MILLION TIMES.
and he just wont come onlineee.
i needta talk 2 him. gaaah i miss him :(

ANYWHOOS i might get ANOTHER piercingg on friday (Y)
which is good.

omg today after ages. i missed adrienn..
i dont know why but i miss him. AGAIN.
oh well MOVING ON :)

gaaaah i really like this guy. and i have liked him for FUCKING AGES.
we both are UBER good frends.
and i dont want to looose our frendship by doing something stupid
like i did last timeee.
but i just wish one day he would see.
hes someone ill ALWAYS likee
but like i would still date other peoplee.
hes different. THIS is different.
how i LIKE him. is DIFFERENT.
if that makes sense :D

thats it for now :)
xoxo